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A Wilderness Arcade
by
Alex Stolis

Out Now

A Wilderness Arcade by Alex Stolis

The day I drowned in the Housatonic River

after Suzanne Frischkorn

there was not a cloud in the sky.
I'm not sure but it felt like Saturday,

the kind of day when wax wings
could carry you to the sun and back.

Earlier I collected stones, careful to keep
track of the wind as it picked up

from the north. All I remember
is trying to swim in a straight line

to the grey shoreline. Then thunder rolled
in and a dark-haired girl sang me to sleep.


Tarot Card II
The High Priestess attends a Masked Ball

she believes rain dulls the edge of unhappiness and in a world
out of practice with silence, she wants to forget about words

and float beyond form or thought. she wants to sharpen
the oval face of sound, and imagines herself as confessor,

the quiet muse, a journal. promising to leave nothing
to chance, she'll hold secrets speechless against her breast.

she will be the keeper of lock and key while night suffocates
the last light under a blanket of stars. she believes it's possible

to pretend herself into solitude, possible to cover small
indiscretions with a laugh and murmur thrown in the right

direction. she wants to fall in love with no consequences,
teach the moon to recite her name: a prayer for the dying.


A Wilderness Arcade at 4AM

I want to be on an island with Patti Smith:
bookmark words in the sand, dredge
the ocean for poems. I want to curl and twist
wrists into conch shells, flirt with madness,
pluck guitar picks from tree tops
and bury my head in the sun's shoulder.

I want to wake to the bloom of white noise,
watch skyscrapers rise like salt-licks
against an asphalt horizon, cross my legs
on rooftops, strain to hear the sound of traffic.
Mostly; I want to be on an island with Patti Smith


Letter #11

8358 Sunset Boulevard
West Hollywood, California 90069

October 18, 19__


Dear J_______,

There's a slope in the sky. Clouds are sinking ships and sun
light filters through shadows. Shade is created in the dust.
I walk into a memory that is planted firmly in the ground.

Roots get tangled in my senses. The street is littered with signs
of life: a wet beret, broken bottles, stray dogs that run away
from the hand that tries to feed them. Storefronts are faces

that need sleep. Headlights from a passing car interrupt
my thoughts. My eyes are helpless, absorbing every move.
I try not to believe that everything bleeds.


Yours,

L_______


i've thrown away everything i've ever written


about you, decided to get drunk and look down at the stars
from rooftops, break our memories into easy-to-slice pieces
and pretend i can't remember colors: the color of rain

as it falls through your hair, the color of clouds floating slowly
down the side of a mountain. there will be regrets for things unsaid,
actions not taken, unsent letters sitting in unopened drawers

will be enough to keep me awake at night. tomorrow will never
know how to fill the holes in the sky, today won't understand
there may be no room for second chances unless we're very careful

where we put the first ones. i never believed in anything worthwhile
enough to follow through to the end. it's been enough to x out spaces
in the calendar, wait for the last cigarette to burn out

on the table's edge, yellow stains highlighting imperfection.
maybe it's time to stop forgetting and remember
the perfect curve of your mouth.


The Last Judgment

will start on a dead end street at that just right time before the sun dies

and there is still enough light to read the street signs it will be slow

not as loud as you would think there will be no trumpets or thunder

no bright lights no angels or dead saints you will be able to hear

the sound of your own breath you will feel your heart beating and you

will probably think there is nothing special going on a dog will run across

the street and sniff at the sewer drain you will light a cigarette but it will

take two matches before you can have a drag there will be a drunk

weaving his way past you and you will be able to hear him hum softly

over the shuffling of his feet there will be a woman who leans against

you she will hold your hand and brush her lips against your five o'clock

shadow you will want to take her home you'll try to flag down a cab

but there will be no one in sight

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