Kate
was saved further soul-destroying introspection when she felt a
gentle pull at her sleeve and an enamel mug was placed in her hands,
together with the words: "Drink that down ye, lass. A good
strong cup of tea, it'll do ye good. And forbye, I've added a generous
tot from the medicinal bottle."
At these words, Kate managed a wintry
smile. She knew from past experience in dealing with the dramas
of life in these crumbling Glasgow tenements, that the minute the
carefully-hoarded medicinal bottle was produced from its habitual
hiding place, then Granny Gorbals would be right there.
With this in mind, and ever-conscious
of her duties as a Candleriggs neighbour, Kate managed to hold on
to her hard-won smile. She leant forward and placed a hand on Granny's
bowed shoulders.
"Granny! Ye surely cannot be
thinking that I'll be drinking doctored tea all on my own. For the
sake of your own beloved Saint Michael and all his Angels ... get
yourself a tinny and join me."
Scarcely were the words out of Kate's
mouth, than Granny Gorbals, arthritic limbs or not, bounded towards
the bottle of good Scotch whisky with all the energy of a woman
half her age. Then, having taken Kate entirely at her word, and
leaving barely enough room in the mug for the tea itself, Granny
carried her precious burden across the room. With due and proper
respect for the solemnity of the occasion Granny Gorbals settled
herself in the chair which had once been the sole preserve of the
master of the house.
Once settled, Granny Gorbals sipped
at her mug of tea and with a smile of contentment, it was clear
that she was enjoying to the full the luxury of the roaring fire,
the inner glow of whisky, and her important, if self-imposed, role
of comforter of the recently bereaved.
"Aye, lass. So, that's yer good
man away to his eternal rest. God keep his soul. Well, he'll be
in good company. Just imagine it. Our beloved Queen Victoria and
Pearce arriving at the gates of heaven within the very same week."
With Granny's eyes taking on a faraway
look, at once Kate had a mental picture of Pearce escorting a crowned
and bejewelled Queen Victoria to the nearest heavenly cloud with
its attendant harp-playing angel. It was all Kate could do to stifle
a giggle.
In a bid to get over this, she said:
"Put it this way, Granny. Pearce always did like to be in high
society. So, what with Her Britannic Majesty on his arm and his
floating around the realms of Heaven like the Laird he always imagined
himself to be, he'll never get any grander or more regal than that."
Granny nodded in total agreement
with this sentiment.
A silence hung between them until
at last the old woman said: "Aye! But life goes on. There's
still Hannah, Jenny, and Wee Theresa here at home with you. Not
to mention your many bits of work outside. And you're not an old
woman yet, Kate. You've a deal of living still to do ... and don't
you ever forget it."
No sooner were these words spoken
than Kate, with an inner glow, not entirely due to the effect of
the whisky, recalled her meeting with Terence O'Neil at the funeral
tea.
As if almost reading her mind, Granny
suddenly leant forward and with the look of someone ready for a
good old gossip, said: "Oh! 1 meant to ask ... and just who
would that fine handsome Irishman be who appeared out of the blue?"
Determined to get a bit of fun and
hopefully, at the same time, to send Granny off on a false trail,
Kate said, with an exaggerated look of amazement: "My word.
Granny, but you must be real desperate for a man if ye think old
Shuggie to be a fine figure."
At once appreciating the joke. Granny
gave a cackle which then grew to a real belly laugh.
"Katie Kinnon! You've got a
real dirty mind if ye think a decent widow-woman like myself would
look that way at any man, After I planted my sainted Patrick in
the Emerald Isle there was never anyone else for me. In any case,
it wasnae old Shuggie I meant. It was the other one."
The mention of 'the other one' at
once gave Kate a vivid mental image of Terence O'Neil with his book
barrow. Yes, Granny was right.
"So, Granny. Ye've got a great
taste in men Indeed, a fine upstanding man. Aye, come to think of
it, Terence O'Neil would be just grand for you."
When Jenny arrived home with Hannah
and Theresa from their walk, it was to the sound of laughter as
Granny Gorba1s and Kate howled their merriment at their shared,
but secret joke.
Yes. Life would go on.
As
Kate sat looking out over sweet Rothesay Bay at the glory of the
morning, she could sense the slipping away of the past and all the
misery, drudgery, and heartbreak that had gone with it. The glorious
God-given scene set out before her not only seemed like a million
miles distant in time and space from the bustling ant-hill of Glasgow's
Candleriggs, yet at the same time and in some strange way, such
natural beauty as this well-named 'Madeira of Scotland' was providing
the backdrop for the future.
Still deep in the magic wonderland
of her thoughts, Kate jumped in surprise when she heard a voice
at her elbow.
"Mother. Honestly What are you
like? I said, and I will say it again ... are you still daydreaming
like a lovesick lassie over that Terence O'Neil?"
Kate turned her head, in time to
catch the glimmer of amusement in Jenny's eyes. As her own eyes
filled, such was the emotion of the moment that Kate could do nothing
other than reach out a hand and place it on her daughter's arm.
When she could again trust herself to speak, Kate smiled and said:
"Jenny, lass, isn't it just truly wonderful how things have
turned out? Here you are, happily married to Hamish, in your own
wee cottage and a seafront one at that. And here am I, at peace
with you, with the world at large and thanking God for all His Blessings.
Aye. A strange world altogether."
Jenny wiped away a trickling tear,
and for a few moments, there was silence between mother and daughter.
Then Jenny leant over, gave Kate a great bear hug and finished by
whispering words for Kate's ears alone.
As she listened, Kate's eyes widened
in surprise.
"Oh, Jenny, my love ... there's
no need for you to do all that, to go to so much trouble. Really,
my dear, I just don't deserve it, and especially not after all such
terrible rows, differences, and emotional battles as you and I have
had in the past."
Jenny paused before speaking, as
if to draw from some inner reserves of emotion. Then finally she
grinned and said: "Listen, Mammy ... what you've just said
... well, is that not exactly why I do want to make such an occasion?
If nothing else, it will underline the fact that amazingly, and
after all these years, we now understand each other so very much
better. Not only that, but we are now setting ourselves free, with
mutual respect and blessings, to get on with our separate lives."