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Steve
sauntered down the steps to the Parc du Vert Gallant and threw himself
onto the third bench. As he sat back his hand dropped over the back and
just hung there for a short time.
"How about a banana?" he said.
"I often have lunch here."
His hand was closed as he brought it forward
and pushed into his satchel. He winked and looked down. A canister of
35 mm film rested in the palm of the hand that had been behind the bench.
"Stuck with gum under the seat."
He spat his gum into his hand, rolled it
into a ball and stuck that to a metal cigar tube from the satchel.
"That goes back where the film came
from."
Our lunch eaten, we drifted along the bank
towards the Trocadéro Steps at the Pont d'Iéna and sat in
the sun watching youngsters playing on the wide concrete steps. We had
been there for about ten minutes when a blond boy of about fourteen, I
guessed, sauntered over and squatted in front of us.
"Allo, Steve, ça va?"
Steve shook the outstretched hand. "Assez
bien, François, et toi?"
The boy looked me up and down and Steve
introduced us, first names only.
"Nothing today," Steve said in
French and François shrugged. He stripped down to a pair of very
brief shorts and lay on his back on the concrete.
Steve switched back to English. "This
kid'll run errands for you. No questions asked. He runs a pack of street
arabs. You deal with them through him. How's your French?"
"Not bad. I can get by."
François grinned. "Steve parle
Français comme une vache espanol."
He laughed and wriggled out of the way
when Steve threw a handful of small stones at his bare chest.
When François jumped to his feet
and peeled off his shorts to reveal even skimpier bikini briefs I almost
choked on my gum.
"I thought those were his swim shorts."
Steve laughed. "He does that for effect.
To see how you react. You'd be surprised at how many squeals he gets out
of some female tourists."
"He's the same shade all over -- everyplace
you can see, that is."
Steve raised one eyebrow. "If you're
interested you can examine what's left ... for a small fee. Touching's
extra."
I felt blood rushing to my face and Steve
grinned.
"You're blushing. You really are green,
aren't you? A good job you didn't do that while François was here.
He'd be sure he had a customer. And boy, can he be persistent."
Confused, I didn't know which way to look
or what to say. Steve didn't fit the picture I had of homosexuals. Not
that I'd met any that I knew of but there had been plenty of jokes at
school and university.
"You can get that bloody stupid look
off your face." Steve scowled. "I'm not that way. Not that it's
any of your damned business."
"Sorry, I didn't mean anything."
"If you're going to get all stuffy
about it I'll tell François to bugger off and you can find your
own backup runners."
"Look, I said I'm sorry. It was just
such a surprise. He looks such a nice kid."
"He is a nice kid."
We sat watching the boys splashing in the
Seine. Steve radiated hostility.
Exactly what had I done that was so
dreadful?
"You must have led a bloody sheltered
life." Steve said after a long silence. "If you're going to
get mixed up in this racket you'd better get used to meeting pimps and
whores."
"But he's just a kid."
Steve laughed and shook his head. "Christ.
Middle class to the core, with blinkers on. Grow up and look round you.
Here and at home. Not everybody has a nice home with parents. The latest
war to end war left a lot of trash behind. François's part of the
debris."
"You mean he's an orphan?"
"A bastard orphan with a bastard brother.
He's a street arab. His mother was a whore who shacked up with one of
the occupation army. When the liberation came François had a little
brother and fond memories of a fat corporal with a limp who always had
chocolate. The heroes of the liberation shaved his mother's head. She
hanged herself."
"How does he live?"
"I told you. He steals, runs errands
for the likes of us, sells his body to anyone who's interested."
I looked at the boys playing on the steps
through different eyes. I'd been here last year with the school group
and had been annoyed, like the others, at being hustled away by the teachers
after a very short stay. I remembered now the order to move on came after
the French guide to our group had a brief, emphatic, hand waving talk
with our teachers.
"Are they all ...?"
Steve laughed. "If you keep staring
like that you'll soon find out which are. We'll be swamped in boys. No,
you bloody simpleton, they're not all ... as you so delicately put it.
And don't stare too hard at the tourists hanging round either. Some older
pros make their pickups here too. They might try to rearrange your face
if they thought you were trying to horn in."
Don't think of a white elephant. Great
advice. Where the hell can I look?
François rejoined us, shaking himself
like a wet spaniel. The conversation turned to generalities and I missed
some to the rapid French. François had said Steve spoke French
like a Spanish cow but he must have meant his accent and not his ability
to understand and be understood.
When Steve suggested it was time to move
on, François scrambled into his clothes and walked with us.
On our approach to the street a horde of
small boys chasing each other jostled us before François snarled
at them and they vanished.
"How about a drink, Steve?" I
said. "You too, François. My treat."
The boy grinned. "In that case you'd
better have this back," he said and held out my wallet.
Damn,
Steve. Last year this had all been new, interesting, innocent. No! I had
been innocent, ignorant rather. Yesterday Steve had peeled back a corner
of the pretty picture to reveal festering corruption underneath. Now I
don't know what to think. Is it all like this underneath? Everywhere?
Do I really want to know?
Dammit, I can't see Paris the way I
did before. Everything seems normal when looked at straight on, but out
of the corner of my eye things shift, shapes change and in the darkness
evil lurks.
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Also
by Hugh McCracken
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Ring
of Stone |
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Rules
of the Hunt |
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Return
from the Hunt |
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Coming
Soon: Masters of the Hunt
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The
Time Drum |
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Grandfather
and The Ghost |
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Shaken
& Stirred - Poetry from the Far Corners.
Featuring:
Hugh McCracken
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Writing
as Alistair Kinnon
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The
Knotted Cord |
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The
Tangled Skein |
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